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Calling list.
Sunday, April 26
Teenagers these days don't carry their mobile phones everywhere they go. Just finished the calling list for Primers, and 5 out of 7 didn't answer my call. That means have to continue calling tomorrow after school ): Hope anyone who managed to google 'SP Primers' and notice this blog, i guarantee it's going to be a real happening event for YOU! =) Woohoo! We Love SP.Primers !

Yesterday went for meeting with publicity committee & officers. The officers never failed to make me love primers more. Their sharing sessions are just so inspirational, making me feel that every minute of sleep loss in managing the events are worth it! (: They talked about Family. Friends being our family. Now i understand why yjie likes to suan us, bcos she wants to be our family right? HAHA.

Sister had moved back to stay with me! But it's only going to be a 1month thing. I will treasure the times spent with her! and appreciate her nonsense at the same time. Like today she woke me up from my beauty sleep, "PINXUANNNN I'M HUNGRYYY!! Faster go buy dinner leh!"

Last thing, i broke my dad's baobei dragon ornament. He warned me not to break it few days ago. Due to the influence of drama shows, i thought he would like slap me or chase me out of the house. But no. I was feeling damn guilty for being so careless & i sat at a corner reading my lecture notes quietly. Before he went for work, he came to tell me not to take it to heart. (:

I believe it will last. (:
Popeyes!
Friday, April 24
Today is friday!! :D

There is only 1 lesson on this day, so i guess most of us will hang outside after that? Unless there are projects to be rushed. As planned, went to Changi for lunch, Popeyes! We'd been thinking the whole day whether to go changi, suntec or bukit batok. We laughed a lot. I feel so comfortable being with them(: It was still early, so we went to see planes. We talked about many things, classmates, relationships, dooms day. How are you feeling now? The end of the world is approaching. Being superstitious or not doesn't matter. What matters is we should do what we've always dreamt of doing, and cherishing the loved ones around us.

Ahhh. Must sleep before 12.30am on every schooling days. I'm really tired! Guess i'll be napping on every friday evening like today(:

Diploma-Plus!
Thursday, April 23
Wenting bought all the girls chocolate! (:
I love thursday!

Dismissed at 4pm. Diploma-Plus at 6pm. Wasn't looking forward to it initially. The school was very quiet, i followed the people infront into the room. I got to know 2 friends, & we started chatting lots of stuffs! English just totally filled my head, felt so ang-moh. The teacher took attendance, realised i was in the wrong class. My reaction was like SHIT! wrong class le!! So my classroom is actually T2147, not T2146. So malu =x

Kinda disappointed not being in the same class as that DEEE girl. We clicked very well. Ok, but i love my class seriously. Despite having more guys compared to the other class, they are very outspoken. All of us are going to spend 3hours per wk with one another for 1.5years, till 9pm. Cool!


AND! The tutor is great! i believe we will score well. There will be laughter going on every few minutes. I learnt many things today! Jaryl suggested our first class outing to be at Zouk, organised by SP Lollipop. Hah, ended up only 3guys interested to go. Tutor agreed to dismiss us early at 7.30pm on that day for them to enjoy. Oh, we've to write in a journal entry after every lesson! That will be the only homework throughout this course(: CA1 is on week5, in which we have to debate. OMG. Their english very chim ):


misses. =p
Scared.
Wednesday, April 22
Everything's fine(:

These few days have been very busy with CCAdrive and NDP recruitment planning. Being a committee isn't easy. ): Loss of sleeping hours, concentration during lectures .. It's a commitment afterall, but everything will be over in less than a month! I wish i can be a freshie again. The seniors and officers pampered us a lot!

Was that a hurricane or tornado!? I was feeling freaking scared just now )':

I'm glad to have you.

Monday, April 20
i'm sorry. i was just too sensitive to your actions and words, such that i didn't understand how you feel. perhaps you were right, there are people who understand you much more than i do.. but i'd never thought of keeping things from you. i just needed some time to sort out my thinkings. i want to let you know how i truely feel and think, and not just an impulsivity. you are someone whom i can share my thoughts with without much worries. you have also been the one giving me the best suggestions, the one who assure me that everything will go well.

you are someone very important. do you know that?




you really are.
It doesn't feel the same as before.
Sunday, April 19


Funfair at skss was much happening than i thought. Though we didn't involve ourselves much due to the crowds & superr humid weather. Saw many familiar faces too. Haunted house was a disappointment cos' we didn't bother queueing after being shocked by the queue. Heard that it was freaking scary. Could have been a good thing that we didn't get to experience(:
Some of us went Tampines1 to walk. Saw many nice items there! Omgggg lucky tp studs. I'm so going there soon before they get sold out! Soooo many discounts here N there. They slash the prices till your eyes will bulge out. Went adeline's dad's stall for dinner. We love the food! Ate till very filling(: Both darryl & i waited very long for the buses. First, we decided not to run after bus 292. After we reached interchange, we missed bus 72. Had a long talk with each other. It's been so long since we get to chat like this. Mostly are gossips luh, haha. Thanks for the 'xian zha'!
Very tired after the day, so i just went straight to bed after showering at ahma house. Stupid sis kept disturbing me while i'm trying very hard to fall deep into sleep. She must be too stressed up in her studies & having no one to talk to for quite a long time(: I woke up the next day, realising i'm alone. Washed up and met linda! Walked around amk, bugis & orchard. We bought lots of clothes! Went her workplace for dinner as well as to see her boy. I think he cooked my spaghetti(: He's a chef! Talked alot to linda. Realised we're in the same situation in many aspects of life. I know that i'm not alone(:
Year2 starts tomorrow! Chaiyun & alvin are back from overseas ITP!! YAY! :D
I don't need wisdom.
Friday, April 17
The aboves are the act-cute-buey-cute weirdos & ah ma<3>

God is fair. You are given some things, but at the same time some are being taken away.

1. I got back my phone finally after a month or so, today.

2. I received the specs i've been craving for, today.

3. Lucky me, I've been gifted a wisdom tooth, today. -.- & it's torturing me badly ):

Easter Day!
Sunday, April 12
AM I DIAGNOSED WITH SOME KIND OF UNKNOWN DISEASE !?!? =(
Both my legs are itchy! So itchy!! Omgomg. It's reddish, spotty & itchy!
Oh well, maybe just rashes .. Definitely not chicken pox!

AND! Most of my bone joints are dislocated i think.
Could be due to me lying down using lappy throughout the past few nights ..


Enough of my complains! Will be going gym tomorrow to relocate them back with ling & jolyn =x AH. I lost my adidas slippers during my stayover at ah ma's place. STUPID THIEF!! It has been with me throughout my poly year okay! An elephant leg has even been stucked in it before. Stupid stupid stupidd!! Cannot see that it's expanded!? So kuku. LOL.

Ok calm.

Went city harvest with yjie, ling & some other skss guides juniors on saturday. Met ling early after meeting weiting! I got a better understanding of guides. Same as my brownies days =) We had free transport through&fro. Thanks lucinda for her accompany! Lizhu still so cute. The drama was very inspiring! Very real too. Yjie accompanied me to train home. Woohoo. I was telling ling i look very shuai in jeans. And she choked on her spicy wrap ..

YAY! I'm getting that black specs on tuesday!

Jiamin isn't the champ for css3, but all of them did well! It's worth it to miss my Ai for 1.5hrs!
Smudge, Show!
Wednesday, April 8
Roamed around chinatown today to find the Smudge store.

With the help of many passers-by & small map, managed to hunt it down. The weather was freaking hot! To our disappointment, the items are so limited! Only yzu bought a shirt which he alr had in mind to get it. I feel that the store & location is creepy. I wouldn't be brave enough to work thr alone. Then we trained to Orchard, in search of Show store. We got ourselves lost initially, called friends for help. The store is much better than Smudge, if you compare the variation of items & surroundings. However both of their items are equally expensive.

The guys wanted to have buffet at first =x but changed their mind & headed to nearby for lunch. Chang said after gym must eat very full. Huh? i don't get it. Perhaps this is the guys way of working out. =) Walked a few stores then i suggested taking bus home. They took it seriously man. Since 132 is convenient for both of them, i went to grandma hse. Heard sis didn't do well in her exams. Crazy! She studies almost every hour. I think she's real disappointed.

Accompanied her to meet her friends get stuffs at amk hub. Meanwhile, got her to walk around with me. She got to curb her temptation in buying clothes while looking for my clothes. I bought 2 doggie shirts! I love the shop. I'm gonna frequent it whenever i have the idea of hey-i-need-more-clothes. Ok now i'm lack of shorts....... Bong & his sis came over to meet us. Helped bong chose his branded specs, then waited for them to finish eating. Sians, i got attracted to a nerdy specs. It's 165$! It looks nice on me. I can't buy it, and i'm feeling emo over it. -.- Sis went home, while i cabbed home with bong& his sis.

Sigh, no one is free tmr ): Am i only left with the choice of going book-shopping with yjie?
Confessions.
Sunday, April 5
I'm so mad !! I still can't decide on my gems module.
God help meeeeee.

I've to take from Arts & Humans section but nth seems to interest me.
EXCEPT.
Revealing eye in digital photograhy? but i don't have a proper cam. ):

Forget it. Shall do the Love one which most of my gfs did last sem.
Omg i shouldn't have called it speed dating session!


Anywayy(: went out for Confessions with ling & xinyi at amkhub. Omg nachos is my lover! The show failed to make me love shopping as usual :D Went around looking for nice nice scenary but all we found are waterfalls. Bought my wallet! It's rather cute. Overnight at sis's thr once again. Sleeping on floor mat was tough, but i did it! cheers to me(:
There are so many so many sooo many movies that i'd wanna catch before school starts! And i promise not to visit cinemas for the next 3months. ):

Realised.
Thursday, April 2
After reading pinru's blog & hearing from yjie, realised i've been exceptionally quiet these few days. nono this isn't a good sign. i think studying is one thing that makes my life high. -.- i miss marketing! and i'm so touched that yongjie noticed me today!! Hahaha (: Today's meeting was a breeze, we have good brains that's why.

心中有爱 才会有恨! :)

原来都已两个月了, 怎么今天才发现 ...
April Fools' Day!!
Wednesday, April 1


I feel like i'm spinning. Health god isn't with me in 2009! ): It's so HOT up there! ): ):

Cycled at pasir ris with pinru, rena, jolyn & ling today. The weather was good. I love the mountain bike we rented, they are super stable. (: Didn't use much effort in paddling. There wasn't much people down thr, & we chit-chatted by shouting across all of us. I was so tired after the stayover at chalet yesterday. Stopped by the playing area & tried out different equipments. Very long nv play those alr! Jojo, rena & i climbed the web thingy while pr & ling snapped us.(: Headed for flying fox in which everyone played. My mind was asking me to go last, cos' if the rope snapped then they can't play alr :D LOL. Had the greatest fun with the spinning equipment. First, we saboed pinru. Then all of us got on it to play awhile. Ling got saboed next. Video is uploaded on facebook. Take a look! (:

Later, went for late lunch which consists of a set meal, free-flow of drinks & ice-creams!! Very worth it, less than $6 only(: Stayed quite a long time thr, was laughing all bout' Pet Society. Their topics very cute oh. Didn't expect to be able to discuss so much on the game.

Was late for CCA Drive meeting for 45mins =x Talked bout' Farenheit & JJ throughout the journey with ling. On our way to primers rm, had 2 memorable encounters. It was our first time walking through EEE buildng, so scary at night la! Mr Cockroach greeted us in a lift, & ling got scared by my screaming. I was stunned & blocked her way to run out -.- THEN. We climbed stairs upon reaching primers rm. Ling said, "This is the stairs where we got scared during nightwalk in SB camp lo." Next thing, the lights totally went off in that whole flight of stairs. It was totally dark la! Cannot even see our fingers. ): We quickly walked calmly down the stairs & ran to another stairway. Thought some clubs were having their nightwalk tonight, but it wasn't. Cos' we heard laughter. -.-

Meeting up weiting, yjie & ling tmr to discuss CCA drive preparation. Better turn in now before my health worsens. ):