Everything is good now. :)

Just when something is settled, another problem arises. Haven't been spending time with family for a long long time. Will not be working or have fun outside or catching up with people. I don't know what's going on with my sis relationship, are the 5years just going to be the end of everything. 29/09, again. I don't know what's going on at home when my mum isn't like working anymore(i think) which made her superrrrr bored i assume. I don't know how old my dad has aged in these few years. I don't know what problems are troubling my grandma when I'm not with her. See, I just don't know anything in this family all of a sudden. So, not going to join the girls at Yuki Yaki ): Must use my time wisely tomorrow! I must complete what I aim to achieve!
*edited* should be meeting chang for lunch but won't be long ...*edited*

Haven't been catching up with secondary school mates they all. Must have a lot of things to share with me right. :) Anw, will be having a long post tmrw since haven't been blogging events for a long while.

Butttt it will only be after i settle my family stuffs first. :)


Another thing is bothering me. or rather us. Pls refer to Ying Duan's post, 30Sept. Don't assume all these can. If not how to find boyfriend. SAD LEH. No worries, no offence k? Just clearing up this issue to everyone :)

I feel like just spending one whole night at the beach, and think through things.
I know nothing is going to change if I just stay at home, breathing the same air and struggling every night. But it just seems that there isn't anyone suitable to do this stupid thing with me. Afterall I'm just going to sit there, hear the waves, look at the night life and be silent for long hours.
If I can turn back time, I would never want to start and end up causing so much pain in people.

I cannot bring myself to talk to you. I don't want to keep thinking through the same things seriously, talk to you and hurt both of us over and over again. At the end of the day, my decision still wavered and chose to continue, because I really think you're someone worth for me to cherish and not hurt further. I want to tell you that it's really not because of that day, which made me changed us. But it may be because of that day which made me realized what I was actually thinking for the past 5months. You're good, really very very good to me all these while. I still think that this r/s can't last long, because of me. I don't want you to be the one always giving in, because I know you will get tired sooner or later. You also said you would overcome it with me. But can you let me overcome it myself, before coming back to you again if possible? Because I know there will always be other chances which may make my decision waver. I'm sorry to hurt you with all the things I said tonight. You didn't make the wrong decision in coming, your sincerity is clear to me. I know there is someone out there much much better who will never ever disappoint you. You're just like someone sent from heaven, to love me, care for me, and let me truly understand what love is.

用心爱

Went kbox with yuan today at hg. Chang can't make it so ... we went ourselves. :) Didn't meet up for some time. Ling so cute, at room60 while we were at 25. My favourite number! Thought she was kidding me in her sms. Went to disturb her during toilet time =p We sang from 2plus to 7pm. It looks long but not at all, somehow. Had fun singing, i had fun shouting i think. My voice just can't project ... Next time, next time! Sure can le :)

Last thursday went to make cupcakes at ling's house in the morning. For those who tried, it's nice right! :) At night, went kbox at cineleisure with the girls. We requested for the buffet package. It's quite costly, but fun to be able to sing and do freeflow munching at the same time! Not forgetting the 6 of us kept running to one another's rooms to disturb. Got home quite late, and we got really crazy that night.



I'm really suay these few days. Keep getting either my arms or legs hurt. Omg must be really careful from now on. Few nights ago I even sneeze and blood stained on my CheerMeUp shirt ): Yes it's that bad!

The video below is lovely! The characters are so sweet. Even with lyrics above :)

I'm back from camp! Enjoyed it lots. Blog about it after receiving the photos.
Meanwhile, enjoy the SP.primers Nobody dance video by the leaders at the bottom :)

Today was the first training for wsc. Super tired de! Feel soooo noob in photoshop. The year1s were much better la. 10am-12pm, and then 1.30pm-4.30pm. Of course, we left early as the instructor wasn't there with us. I really feel like quitting. Just drill the Year1s SMIT smart ones and let them do SP proud. That's how i really feel. But .. the purpose of continuing is hoping to have an advantage over Microsoft and Adobe softwares in future. Powerpoint lightens up our presentations, and photoshop definitely benefits us much more. Sigh. It's totally spoiling my holidays! My cash outflow is like 10times higher than the normal days too.

After training, was supposed to meet mummy junkai for dinner and movie. Ended up, we couldn't contact him totally for like 6hours! We got very very worried. Didn't reply to our smses, didn't answer our calls, didn't reply yjie in MSN, and no one knew his home number or address, everyone said he's in ns but we said no. We were like spamming constantly. Even went to redhill & waited for him quite awhile. Then ling saw a newspaper article about 2girls1boy at redhill coffee shop last night, don't know what happened. Got a shock! But, no lah. He fell sick and slept throughout the day. Luckily nothing serious happened :) Though didn't manage to catch the movie, ling & i went arcade at clementi, vivocity for Jia Xiang Mian and Giant. Had a great laugh while having our meal on my toe incident during camp.

DFI gpa releasing on 23rd, 10.30am. Psychology gpa at 2pm. We'll be at our class chalet!
Cycling at ecp tomorrow :)

Today is baking day! We baked cup cakes :D

This is my first time seeing a LIVE process and i think it's fun. Of course not when you're baking alone. But it's real sweet to bake for your love right? LOL. The cup cakes were made by the 5 of us, filled with many many love in them.

Yum yum! Lf was the organizer :) Sijia and i got engrossed in the psp after baking.

I miss lying on a cushion sofa! Lf left, then the rest of us went for dinner. Laksa and dessert! Sat at playground to chitchat for quite some time. There are some oldie songs played for the older residents to dance along. I think it's quite romantic. Right bi and ling! :)

Tomorrow is 09/09/09, and i'm doing a good deed by staying at home & not spending a penny.

I want to go genting .......... but i know it is not possible :(

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I had Sundae ice-cream last night.
and it's the sweetest i'd had ever eaten.

:P

Things aren't the same as before.


This photo was taken when my sis returned home just now, and insist on taking a photo cos' she's nicely dressed. End up not only my hair is like kns after the washing, her clothes wasn't even showing. Haiyo.

I had an enjoyable weekend spent at grandparents' house.
On friday, went to trim hair with ling. Then met ting at hg mall for dinner at Subway. Haha, caught up quite alot. Before separating, took some photos at the interchange. Been long since the 3 of us took a photo, and we took lots this time.

Saturday, brought grandma and dad to watch Where Got Ghost. Glad that grandma enjoyed the show, being the one laughing throughout in the cinema. Haha so cute (: Spent 30$ on it omg. At night, met up with linda for dinner. Goodness, it cost us 50+ bucks. Then went arcade for awhile.

Sunday, bi & ling came over to amk for lunch at pizzahut. Bought rings :) Headed to junction8 to buy Cheer-Me-Up shirt. Arcade awhile then trained home. Oh and i taught grandma how to write her angmoh name before meeting the girls. Hehe. Don't forget ah!

HAIZZZZZZ ):


I enjoyed myself alot today. Thanks babies!

Dad drove us to kallang for ice-skating early noon. I'm glad that the skating went alright for me, after that tiring 2hours of rollar blading with red the other day. But overall i still prefer ice-skating. Still, i got myself blisters. 2 burst alr, 1 not yet. Super pain ): Should have brought slippers along. Then we went arcade to play balls and racing cars. 1 of the machine spoilt and we could play non-stop! :) Had lunch, then dad sent us to Henderson wave. Quite a disappointment, but still a nice place to take photos. An hour later, again dad sent us to Cityhall. We went to the area around esplanade to chill. It was definitely a nice view. Many couples were there! Ours is a Triangle. Got mesmerizing office buildings, nice view of Sg flyer, and a perfect spot beside the river. Had a fun time over there with the girls.

Shall end here. Staying over at amk for a few nights. Bless me baby :)