Had a small celebration for Jonny!
Gave him a big card, birthday cake, cookie and pink panther soft toy. It looks like him!


And also, it has been a long time since we met the other girls.

That place is nice! Can sing, play pool, and serves alcohol. Ok alcohol is not the point. :O
But there's only 1 pool table shared by all the people inside so only some of us got to play.

Stayed there till 2plus and it's like the entire place was ours.
Jonny got drunk i think. abit. The people there wants to sabo our birthday boy :D

Sometimes hanging on isn't a bad choice.
It may not guarantee you something, but at least it doesn't bring it to nothing.

:)

This semester is coming to an end. Exams coming, after that fyp, then itp.
Had our class barbeque and night cycling at ECP a week ago. It was memorable..

From the discussion to buy all the stuffs to meeting up with everyone to bbq-ing to waiting for linda and her family to arrive to taking random photos to renting our bikes overnight to all of us standing outside the toilet waiting for the heavy rain to go easy to exploring ways to get through restricted areas to the long, dark journey to Changi .. to the killing of a hundred snails with our bicycles (i believe so with the 11 of us) to the kena-ing of spiderwebs :( to the tiredness we all felt at 4am at Changi Village.
Cabbed home with ling (wise choice) and fell asleep instantly after shower. It was raining heavily..

Rawr.

 
You may empathize, but you can never understand completely.
As i learn to empathize, i realize i can never understand you completely.
Maybe i do, but i can only understand that it's you.
I may not say or even show, but doesn't mean i do not feel that way.
Every word seems to prick.

Will we ever find it back?
 

Celebrated my baobei's birthday at Vivo few days back. We ate at Marche!
<3

Had lots of laughter with them around. Were acting out at the cinema ticketing booth. Acted a tamil movie, The girl with dragon tattoo, PCK and Salt. Later, bought a little cake for her :)



Last monday was our last presentation for this semester. Chatted quite a lot in the library, we were super noisy. Waited for all the groups to come out from that small little room with a tense environment. Did a bit of project and continued studying for psyc.

The paper was difficult :( Felt as if I was doing a personality test. Couldn't answer almost all the questions, only remember myself circling the answers when my sixth sense told me to. Spent 20mins on that 1hour paper. I really don't know how to check.

Went fc4 to eat with love after my paper. Took a bus down clementi to find ling and cabbed home :) The taxi driver and her laughed at me when I was opening the door. So bad lor :( Was glad that ling suggested to cab home cos' my feet was hurting badly too!



Yesterday was national day!
Had dinner at Just Acia. The place was packed with secondary school students. Didn't fully utilize the privilege of free flow ice cream and drinks leh. Waited awhile for the fireworks :) Was quite a last minute decision to go with the rest. Congrats to my char siew baos for being great NDP motivators! Glad that they enjoyed a whole lot.

Gonna get my ice cream now. Ty dear :p

"The only way to avoid disappointment is to expect nothing from people."

Flipping through pages of my psychology diary which was written 3 semesters ago. It's just something about me. But I'm not sure if I'm still like this :O

1st post to share: In most situations, I possess an ambivalent attachment style... I found myself hard to get close to people emotionally, which may be a reason of my over-protectiveness towards one or two individuals... I was brought up by my caregiver. Basically, I spend much more time with my caregiver than my family members. I felt withdrawn from people. I tend to hold back my words in expressing myself... Now, I tend to invest lesser of my feelings in others, as I do not want to lose people who understands me deeply. (wad logic is that?? -.-)

2nd post to share: For the past few nights, I've been dreaming consecutively of the same scenario. I was running anxiously as if someone was chasing behind me. I did not look back, and all I wanted was to quickly reach the ground floor, but they seem like a never-ending stairway. The dreams happened on an escalator, at the carpark stairs, and also at HDB corridor stairs. I am clueless of why are those scenarios appearing in my unconscious state of mind. From young, I've always played the 'Police' role in the game of Police and Thief. I dislike the feeling of being chased after.
Teacher's comment: Hmm.. Being chased/running away from something indicates some anxiety happening. What is happening?

The dots are stuffs which are more sensitive. Shouldn't be posting :p
Not an emo post! Just trying to get some feel to write my psych report.