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Bugis.
Saturday, October 31
Wednesday after lessons, met up with lifang sijia ling to go Sentosa. My skin was tearing badly that day from the previous sunburnt, haha. Before that, went bugis to bought some clothes, and then had prata. Reached sentosa around 6pm. We had a heart to heart talk session. The view was awesome. It was quiet, peaceful, windy, and best of all, we saw abit of fireworks coming from the Songs of the Sea. :)
Thursday last lesson was cancelled. Four of us went to catch The Sister's Keepers at cineleisure. Ate at Billy Bombers and it was my first time. First time ate chocolate fondue till so shuang :) The movie was great! Touching, funny and .. it's just good. After that played table soccer. Hahaha we were laughing throughout. Home sweet home.

Hopefully class issues will be over soon. Should be working at red's restaurant/pub as part time with ling from this week onwards. Twice a week. Monday before psychology going down for interview. It isn't the complicated kind of place, and I'm really looking forward to work there.


And my Halloween was shit. Some idiot stole my wallet in Bugis Street. PSYCHO ONE CAN. I'm feeling super disappointed with myself. It was super crowded and people kept pushing while on the way out. I felt something was amiss and touched my bag pocket. IT WAS FREAKING OPEN. I shouted, "YINGDUAN YOU REN TOU WO DE WALLET!" And then I confirm that it was really gone. I was so so so dumb! I should've kept a look out on who's moving away from me la. People around me immediately stopped and check their personal belongings too. Stupid idiot dodo downright brainless dick fellow -.-

Sianxzxzxzxz. IC, ATM, EZlink, photos, all inside lah. I wish someone would just drop by my house and pass it to me real soon. Ok, but i've to say my wallet was left with $2. And that $2 was saved cos' ling's sister bargained a shoe price for me. If not is left with no money inside de! I rather give the salesperson as a tips. I'm like so dead. Spending hundreds of dollars making my IC, when I don't have my ATM card. So got to use pocket money le D:

Dad sent me to meet ling at hg today. We bused to her sis's workplace, and helped her out with some packing stuffs. Headed to a warehouse and we tried many clothings! They spent over a hundred dollars while I bought 3 items for $45. Cheap right!? Spend quite some time over there, and went to bugis QQhouse for lunch. The noodles are seriously nice! Went to bugis street after that to hunt for bags. We bought 4 pairs of footware at a shop, and got really great discounts! All thanks to ling's sister :) Both of them bought their bag, I planned to meet my sis awhile to continue hunting for mine and hers. On my way out to meet my sis, that shit happened. But i'm seriously very very glad that I was msging sister and gw at that time, and so happen that i didn't put my phone in the bag! If not I ....... don't have to go home already.

I'm so sorry that despite all of us were tired after the shopping, ling and her sis accompanied me to Kovan to cancel my ATM card, which was however rejected. And then went Hg to make my EZlink card, which was also rejected. We went into Hg mall wallet shop, and ling asked me to look around. I was like thinking, could they have played a prank on me? My wallet might be inside there! It's a Halloween prank!? But .. ended up ling chose a wallet for me and her sis paid. D: I'm so touched. I wasted everybody's time and they still thought of this. Thanks! It was raining super heavily, and we went to Hg police station to make a report. The lady officer attitude was bad. The comment she wrote included, "I am not sure what exactly happened." I just don't feel like telling her -.- As if she bother. After that headed to ling's house for dinner prepared by her mama! At the point we stepped into the house, it blacked-out! So zhun. Her mum wanted to do candlelight dinner, so cute :) Her whole family was home and I just feel that it's truely a home.

Hopefully my parents won't get to know my loss of IC and stuffs D: At that point I found out that I lost my wallet, I don't seem to worry as much as I thought. Perhaps cos' ling and her sis were the ones there :)

Responsibility
Thursday, October 29
Have you ever woke up and suddenly feel that you're carrying a huge burden all of a sudden.
It feels like everything that's happening, you're being responsible.
It's so sudden, so sudden that you can't even think of reasons to push away that responsibility. It just keeps coming nearer and heavier, suffocating you even more every minute.

Sister.
Sunday, October 25
I read through my sister's blog over and over again. I should slap myself for letting him entering her life from the start. Maybe I should never had even let any of them enter. People say most relationships are doubles the happiness, double the disappointment. It's true.

Everything is just killing her. Looking at her state, I just can't hold back but just hen xia xin lai. I saw my past in her.

In reality it's just totally the opposite from drama shows. Frankly, i think dramas are terribly rising girls' expectations. So, don't watch too much ok. :) And somehow i actually figured out how lesbians and gays come about! Some girls agree that if they were guys, they would certainly be much better or even perfect to their partner. Ya, that's when we actually put ourselves in our partner's shoes. So the group of people might as well be that 'perfect somebody' for another person of the same gender.


Redbull gives you wings !!~
Sentosa & Punggol!
Thursday, October 22

Sentosa on Deepavali with half of my clique. There were much more non-chinese than i expected at the beach! You know why? Cos' they are workers. They covered half of the beach visitors. We had lots of fun! Take a look at the photos.

Sunday was our last day of work. WE QUIT :) Went to buy allll the necessary stuffs needed and showered near Downtown East chalet, since it was only 2pm. "For soft and kissable skin." =D Met up with long-lost darryl and chang for dinner at the Punggol park restaurant. Wanted to drink but, didnt. :) It's been ages since i took neoprint!

Work hard everyone! i feel like i'm just showing face during lessons..

Congratulations, my qin ai de lifang!
don't play till too late ah, must come school tomorrow. :)


Mobile Commerce
Wednesday, October 21

Have been very very tired these few days. Monday isn't a good day to start with. If i haven't been replying, means that my mind is totally blocked and i don't know what are you talking. So i need time to figure out :) Meeting the guys again tomorrow morning for elective, means i do not have to be punctual. Lecture with DBIT year3 students make me feel like i'm in engineering class. Among 10 guys, there's only 1 girl. And i haven't been listening throughout the 3.5hours elective today. Hmmm what can i say. The guys are just smart. They play online games during lessons and still score in papers. I've a feeling my 5credits are just going to fly away cos' i play too :)

Tired doesn't means lack of sleep. It means, lack of play time. Just let me do what i want.

That little video brightened up my night, somehow. :D

IPOD training 09
Saturday, October 17

So far went for 2 IPOD training. Didn't got to train with all my team members. Hopefully all of them will turn up for the last training on this wednesday. And i wonder how my wednesday morning will turn out to be ...

Meanwhile, red accompany me to wait for my psychology class, which is for like 2.5 hours! I'm really going to rot like this every monday ): And it's going to be super tired on monday nights. Frankly speaking, i'm not that looking forward to this sem's psychology.

And, we sacked our boss yesterday afternoon! HAHA. We are fated to be good children.