Tracing the line of happiness.

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My big name is PINXUAN. Singapore Polytechnic
Diploma in Financial Informatics
SP Primers
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♥ Fear.

Tuesday, July 12

I'm afraid of August.
I'm afraid of university life, afraid of being alone.

Will I be able to catch up with the lectures? Because I feel that I've chosen the wrong course.
How will my room mate be like? Like everyone, I feel uncomfortable staying with someone I'm not close to and what's more, a stranger?
Sure, there will definitely be awkward moments for the first few days of hostel life. But hopefully things will get better soon enough.
Which hall will I be allocated to? Hopefully not some ulu ones or those which require a few kilometres of walking to reach my school.

Thankfully I'll be living closer to my dearest for the first 3 weeks before the army force takes him away.

Even though there are a few of us going to the same school, we are still by ourselves, for no one we know is taking the same course as us, participating in the same CCA as us, staying with us.
I have to be independent.
We have to be independent.

Talking about hostel, I'm also afraid of showering in the shared toilet at the hallway. I'm just afraid of so many things. Afraid that my room mate stays out late (and then I'll be sleeping alone), afraid of insects, afraid of wanting to get up and pee at night (cos' I'll have to walk out of my room).

As for now, the one thing which keeps me worried is the QET - Qualifying EL Test. How did I manage to screw up my Olvl english essay so badly?