Tracing the line of happiness.

♥ Heartache.

Saturday, September 26

I cannot bring myself to talk to you. I don't want to keep thinking through the same things seriously, talk to you and hurt both of us over and over again. At the end of the day, my decision still wavered and chose to continue, because I really think you're someone worth for me to cherish and not hurt further. I want to tell you that it's really not because of that day, which made me changed us. But it may be because of that day which made me realized what I was actually thinking for the past 5months. You're good, really very very good to me all these while. I still think that this r/s can't last long, because of me. I don't want you to be the one always giving in, because I know you will get tired sooner or later. You also said you would overcome it with me. But can you let me overcome it myself, before coming back to you again if possible? Because I know there will always be other chances which may make my decision waver. I'm sorry to hurt you with all the things I said tonight. You didn't make the wrong decision in coming, your sincerity is clear to me. I know there is someone out there much much better who will never ever disappoint you. You're just like someone sent from heaven, to love me, care for me, and let me truly understand what love is.

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