Tracing the line of happiness.

♥ Great day.

Wednesday, November 18

Yesterday after school went qiuhong's house to watch tv and sleep awhile before going out. It was a great night at work! Manager wasn't there, customers were very little. We were enjoying the ambience- night scene, songs, drizzle. Both of us bought kopi to drink during work. Tony's reaction was funny when I told him my mum said he's handsome. He let me try half pint of Hoegaarden, finally! Tasted quite normal, but nicer when mixed with orange juice. Later, he asked the chef to cook drumlets for all of us. Thanks for sharing that one last piece, qh! Oh yah, staff meal that night was porridge! Super delicious de. But.. shhh. Tony is leaving very soon :(

Today was last practical for Mobile Commerce. I was damn happy la. Then I heard, "you guys shall start with your practical assignment from next week onwards." -.- Wanted to go ngee ann with ken and sr after school. But it was a super last minute plan. Guys are like that, heh. I actually slept throughout the whole lecture today! =x Went to eat ice-cream waffle at westmall with gw, it was nice! $2.50 just for the waffle though. Then went to meet my darlings at Cineleisure- qiuhong, lifang, ling. They went shopping at bugis before that since all no lessons. I'm really sorry for not being able to reach in time to catch the movie! We went to dine in instead. I only drank a bottle of cranberry juice, which I think is causing my stomachache now :( Tried the hair straightening/curling instrument with lifang! 4 of us are seriously considering to buy it, but not today. Qh went to meet her boyboy, then 3 of us went to drink ice cuppocino since it was raining. Chat chat laugh laugh, time passes very fast. I finally let out all my feelings today! Omg, now lifang knows my jealousy side in the past D: Trained home with ling ling.

Thanks for all of your support and guidance throughout the semesters. Without you all, I won't be me today. Especially ling who is always there to remind me stuffs, when I'm in my own blur sotong world. Be it my 8 girlfriends or my primers family, let's all JY for the next 3 semesters OK!

♥ Down down down.

Tuesday, November 17

Sometimes, I just want to be a nobody.
But when i'm just a nobody,
I want to be somebody.

Not really somebody though, just myself.
I want to be myself.

Drifting away from them. Am I?

♥ Class photos!

Wednesday, November 11

After school, wenting drove us to autumn's house to slack.
p.s autumn is Carol, who is qiuhong, who is red :D

Slack till didn't notice the time and were late for work abit. That night, the time seemed to pass very slowly! Kept looking at our watches. Despite having someone to talk to, but just didn't have the mood to serve the customers. And i met this scary encounter with 2 Japanese customers! ): But afterall, thanks for being so curious about my specs huh. Autumn stayed over at my place for a night. We missed buangkok station and the last train was gone! Didn't get to bring her to visit the beautiful surroundings there, so were took lrt from sengkang. I realized it was quite cosy to sleep in my study room! Chat awhile, and then fell asleep unknowingly. Too tired le. Next morning, snoozed my alarm for half an hour and ate breakfast. Dad sent me to school and drove her home. Hope you really enjoyed the stay! :D

Having mobile commerce practical now. The module is damn slack de. Or maybe we are the ones slacking. Decided not to join lifang and ling for the hotel interview later. Want go home sleep and do tutorials! Jiayou :D

This semester cui already. All the lectures are like rushing train. I only catch 5% of what each lecture is taught on.

♥ The future.

Sunday, November 8

Was browsing through today's newspaper awhile ago, and saw this eye-catching article. It's about an adult who just organized his JC class gathering whereby near to 20 turned up. Most of his classmates eventually became lawyers from big firms, consultants, and one of them even became the principal of his secondary school. Most of them were married with an average of 3 kids. Some of them couldn't meet up as they couldn't find babysitters in time. The girl sitting beside him was his first love, and he was her first love too. They broke up after college and currently married to a doctor, and with 4 kids. There seem to be a girl who he still hasn't forgotten, but wasn't there. I think that's the purpose of him writing this article. No one managed to keep in touch with her after graduation. The writer was thinking back their past times, and they could have been at the reunion there together as husband and wife.

How sweet. :) If you look at 10 or 20 years down the road, how would everything turn out to be? And during that time when you look back, how would you prefer things to be? Would anyone had a different occupation, a different partner? :)

直到那一刻直到她出现
She's the one 那是种神秘直觉 She's the one 她是我的等待那一天
擦肩而过　当眼神交会再也舍不得离开
She's the one 有一种触电感觉 She's the one 她就是今生的爱

♥ Tapas Wine Bistro.

Saturday, November 7

Tuesday evening did not end happily. Ling and i went Vivo to chill awhile. The sky was covered with dark clouds, yet another side was clear. Thanks :)

Wednesday, went back for Mcomm practical. After that the guys all went home, leaving me attending the lecture alone ): Met up with sis to go ICA building. She pon her SIM lectures just to accompany me! :) I bought a bag and jeans too.

Thursday went back to school for half an hour only! Rest of the lessons were cancelled so last minute. Went to make atm card with gw, and then headed to Chinatown for lunch. Think we sat there for at least 1.5hours. I met 3 not-in-the-right-state-of-mind people that day! Walked to clarke quay and wanted to stay awhile, but the rain spoilt everything. So, bus home lo. Luckily got the big-big umbrella! At night, whole family had a big big quarrel. It was not a big issue, but everyone just lost control. I think i was damn fierce that night, after reading sis's post. Weiting was cute, called me around 12plus in the night and told me don't have enough cash for taxi fare. So went down to lend her money :) Got to know some things before my sleep, and it feels terrible. Despite being noticed early, i still didn't expect them to be my close ones. The feeling now is very different. I wish to find it back ):

Friday was phototaking. Girls all wore black top. I felt so bad asking ken to wear black too as initially i thought was the whole class plan. But it turned up all my classmates were wearing dark colours! It's going to be damn cool. A pity that less than half of us are buying the year book and hence, won't be getting the free informal shot. BUT. Thanks to lifang's camera! Took a few nice photos as a class :) Everyone turned up despite before that was lunch break! And the guys had to rush for gems. Lessons ended at 5pm. Accompanied ling awhile before she went NP to look for her friends, and then i headed for my first day of work! First night.

The manager taught me stuffs, and Carol's bf came to talk to me. They are really nice people. Carol came around 8pm and we had staff meal together. The place started to get crowded. There's another NS guy serving there, but we didn't get to talk. I think he's nice at times though. Dad drove me home as I had not get used to the long hours of standing wearing that shoes. Carol and her boy worked till 2am! Despite many mistakes I made for my first time as a waitress, but I will continue to work hard! This is another commitment I made this year. However, I smell of beers and everything after I knocked off. Haha. Got to shower and head to work again! Carol and her boy won't be working tonight, sadly. Got to keep myself busy so I won't get bored! Won't be working with them much cos' my schedule don't allow ):

♥ pieces.

Tuesday, November 3

Put a stop to all the hurt. To both me and you.

♥ Afterglow '09

Sunday, November 1

Attending afterglow'09 tonight. Didn't feel like going initially, but now thought that it's all worth it. Their performance were great, and the parents enjoyed too. Short post tonight.

I just don't understand why things are created like this. The combination of my family is totally a misfit. Why does he have to act this way, am i still a kid in his eyes? Are results just nothing to him? Do I have to fail 1 whole semester to make him understand that I've been working hard in the past? In his mind, am I always dozing off during lessons, going out to play every night? He wants me to sleep by 11pm. 11PM! And it's a MUST. I'm not allowed to do any work after that, not to even say use the internet -.-

I just don't understand why. This home won't quarrel only when we don't speak. Which was what we've been doing. But now it's not working.

benjamin

ruiying

sebastian

huishan

claire & yaohan

candy & disturbing kenny